it is the effect, result, or outcome of something occurring earlier, dictionary told me.
a price i have to pay, i told myself.
wasting gazillions of seconds i had resulting some kind of never-ending exhaustion in the last seconds i have. and like (never-ending) exhaustion is not enough, frustration followed. i can’t be any happier than i am right now, can i?
exhaustion, frustration, depression, and any other words i could list to describe what i feel is the consequence here. yes, right here and now. what’s even more pathetic is that i can’t complain for i have things i should do, i should finished.
this price i do have to pay because the clock is ticking, chasing after me. i should ran faster than any speed i have reached earlier. before i got caught. and, boom. the only thing i could do is feeling sorry about myself.
if this is the price i have to pay, then how much i have to pay to turn back the time so i will not waste it?